Matter's of d Heart

I kept scrubbing my body as though it would wash the guilt and memory of my mistake, I could see the trace of sadness on my skin as my strong sponge, I drew maps of regrets on it. If it could talk I know it would scream at me, but it didn't have to, d  drum of guilt was already playing high rythms in my mind........ You see, I knew everything would go wrong when I saw Fredrick again. Fredrick was my biggest addiction back then in school, the definition of weakness and the truest mistake. The one guy that got me really crazy. I left Fredrick or should I say he left me, when I caught him sleeping with my so called roommate. I think he left me, cause he never bothered to call me to apologise or anything. I was really upset and although it was difficult I had to let go of everything. Although if he had said a little thing as "Am Sorry",  Honestly I really was going to forgive him anyways, after school, I never imagined I was going to see Fredrick again not until Dayo introdu

When mum said no daughter of hers would end up with a poor man, I took it very personal. Aside from her every day prayers, I knew I wanted a man who had all it takes to care for an Angel like me.   Wait don't get me wrong,  I know it shouldn't be about d money, but about the character and vision of a man. Abeg, spare me that gist joor, nah so we hear focus focus till aunty ended up with a broke ass man, now she is always disturbing me for money  from this small allawee that am receiving.  My opinion about love and relationship sincerely is about a guy who has vision oh, but he should also have money to accompany the vision, so as to make him see brighter. Honestly a man having money is like the story of the five virgins that took extra oil. Money is the extra oil........ LET'S HEAR YOUR VIEW IS MONEY THE ESSENTIAL THING IN A RELATIONSHIP?

She is friendly, she is jovial, everybody wants to be her friend, she commands attention, she is the kind of girl every guy would like to date, but she has a problem she couldn't stay off  "Fine Guys", as far as the guy is tall or short, but most especially tall,dark or fair, has beards and his cute, she gets attracted to them easily, so badly that she wants to keep them all, relating with them like she wants to sustain a relationship with them, giving them hope which she knows is not going to work. But she is keeping them all not necessarily to date them, but like she would say "Like begat Like" because she is beautiful, she needs cute friends, but Why guys? Why not ladies?  What if one of the "Fine Guys "ask her out? What if all ask her out? , Would she be able to choose? Don't u think she is so confused?