HOW MUCH OF A SECRET CAN YOU TELL YOUR SPOUSE
I kept scrubbing my body as though it would wash the guilt and memory of my mistake, I could see the trace of sadness on my skin as my strong sponge, I drew maps of regrets on it. If it could talk I know it would scream at me, but it didn't have to, d drum of guilt was already playing high rythms in my mind........ You see, I knew everything would go wrong when I saw Fredrick again. Fredrick was my biggest addiction back then in school, the definition of weakness and the truest mistake. The one guy that got me really crazy. I left Fredrick or should I say he left me, when I caught him sleeping with my so called roommate. I think he left me, cause he never bothered to call me to apologise or anything. I was really upset and although it was difficult I had to let go of everything. Although if he had said a little thing as "Am Sorry", Honestly I really was going to forgive him anyways, after school, I never imagined I was going to see Fredrick again not until Dayo introduced him to me.
Dayo my love and fiance is everything a woman would want in a man, his wealthy, smart, good looking and very caring. The only but in Dayo's case is d fact dat he barely satisfy me in bed, any ways dat wasn't a problem, or so I thought afterall I love him so much, not until that Tuesday evening when Dayo introduced me to Fred.......... Really???
Dayo has being bragging ever since of how I needed to meet his childhood friend and all the unfortunately I didn't gets to see his pictures, cause Dayo insisted that I had to see him physically as he wasn't photogenic and I could get a wrong idea of him. Seeing Fred again was crazy...I turned blank as everything seemed blurry...... What the f***.... Fred of all people, Dayo couldn't u just have another friend, why Fred. I wish ur friend was d devil right now, I so would give him a hug rather than this "reversed demon" of a guy....... My mind was in a serious chaos already. Should I tell Dayo about my past with Fred or should I just let it go ........
HOW MUCH OF A SECRET CAN YOU TELL YOUR SPOUSE?.
I think if you and Dayo had been together for a long time, you should be able to build confidence in him and simply tell him the truth rather than finding out from Fred.
ReplyDeleteGood work Sweetie, Keep it up.
ReplyDeleteIt's good to be honest abt things, let Dayo knw everything before he finds out & resent u for not telling him.
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