Matter's of d Heart

I kept scrubbing my body as though it would wash the guilt and memory of my mistake, I could see the trace of sadness on my skin as my strong sponge, I drew maps of regrets on it. If it could talk I know it would scream at me, but it didn't have to, d  drum of guilt was already playing high rythms in my mind........ You see, I knew everything would go wrong when I saw Fredrick again. Fredrick was my biggest addiction back then in school, the definition of weakness and the truest mistake. The one guy that got me really crazy. I left Fredrick or should I say he left me, when I caught him sleeping with my so called roommate. I think he left me, cause he never bothered to call me to apologise or anything. I was really upset and although it was difficult I had to let go of everything. Although if he had said a little thing as "Am Sorry",  Honestly I really was going to forgive him anyways, after school, I never imagined I was going to see Fredrick again not until Dayo introdu...

When mum said no daughter of hers would end up with a poor man, I took it very personal. Aside from her every day prayers, I knew I wanted a man who had all it takes to care for an Angel like me.   Wait don't get me wrong,  I know it shouldn't be about d money, but about the character and vision of a man. Abeg, spare me that gist joor, nah so we hear focus focus till aunty ended up with a broke ass man, now she is always disturbing me for money  from this small allawee that am receiving.  My opinion about love and relationship sincerely is about a guy who has vision oh, but he should also have money to accompany the vision, so as to make him see brighter. Honestly a man having money is like the story of the five virgins that took extra oil. Money is the extra oil........ LET'S HEAR YOUR VIEW IS MONEY THE ESSENTIAL THING IN A RELATIONSHIP?

She is friendly, she is jovial, everybody wants to be her friend, she commands attention, she is the kind of girl every guy would like to date, but she has a problem she couldn't stay off  "Fine Guys", as far as the guy is tall or short, but most especially tall,dark or fair, has beards and his cute, she gets attracted to them easily, so badly that she wants to keep them all, relating with them like she wants to sustain a relationship with them, giving them hope which she knows is not going to work. But she is keeping them all not necessarily to date them, but like she would say "Like begat Like" because she is beautiful, she needs cute friends, but Why guys? Why not ladies?  What if one of the "Fine Guys "ask her out? What if all ask her out? , Would she be able to choose? Don't u think she is so confused?

(Crying) Help me, someone please help me....... I LOVE HIM, I'VE DONE EVERYTHING I COULDTo KEEP HIM, but he said it is over, just because I made a little mistake, I SLEPT WITH HIS BROTHER. It wasn't my fault it was an accident.        It was on a Friday morning, I went to bayo's house (my boyfriend) and his brother femi was living with him. I was in the kitchen cooking as i do every Friday. Femi came in and grab my butt,  I was shocked 🙄as he did that, i asked him why he held me that way and he said he was only playing and that he was sorry, I told him not to do it again otherwise I'll tell his brother, he promised not to do it again, and I let it slide..    I went to bayo's house the following Friday to cook as usual, but they were not around, having the spare key, i opened the door and did my thing, I heard a knock on the door, I went to the the door to check who it was, it was femi, come in I said, I asked him were his brother was, he said ...

The first time I met him was at Les-signora, he was everything I wanted in a guy. He is handsome,dark, huge, biceps, in short he is a "Yoruba demon".  He was seated close to the bar man, enjoying his wine. His phone rang and while going out to receive his call he accidentally bumped into me, and I dropped my novel. He apologized and helped me pick it up. I went in to sit and ordered a glass of wine, he came back in and apologized once more. He said "I'm really sorry about the other time", I needed to answer that call urgently, and I said " no problem". He saw the novel and asked are you a fan of JOHN GREEN, wow I've also read it "The Fault In Our Stars". Then I said "yes", he then said Pardon my manners my name is oladotun what's urs? I told him I'm Becky. then we continued our discussion......... We exchanged numbers and the friendship grew........ I was so attracted to him even though am in a relationship. Is that...

Let's find out..... I was sitting in a bar feeling lonely and sipping my glass of champagne. Then, my cousin, Yetunde, walked up to me with a beautiful smile glowing from her face. I was curious to find out what could have been behind this happy face of hers. She began to tell how perfect and romantic her relationship with Andre was.  "See me sitting there with my ears widely open, trying to picture how mine would have been, only if I had someone". .       My phone beeped on a Monday morning, I was feeling reluctant to check at first but I eventually did trying to get out of bed. I picked up my phone as usual, to check my WhatsApp messages, guess what I saw? A message from Andre, my cousin's beloved boyfriend, reading, "Hey beautiful, hope you had a swell night" Then, I was like WHY?!!! Beautiful? Me? I began to ask myself, why did he call me beautiful on an early Monday morning? 😲, reading on, he continued, "seeing you last night at Yetunde...

I trusted her. I told her all my secret, we shared everything together. I made all the sacrifice, cos what? I love my best friend. She knows my deepest secret, she's just like my sister from another mother. On this crazy Saturday, after 'Hi Hi' pleasantry, from Timi, my best friend and Maxwell, my boyfriend, I was cool with it. I mean their friendship, but guess what? My younger brother let the cat out of the bag. Timi was dating Maxwell behind my back. 😲🙆 What do you have me do?🤷 Should I ask my friend or my boyfriend?